being back to normal

i have been through a very superb tough time during this two weeks and it has been hell CRAZY!!!

gosh....now i've got two papers left [bio and EST]

monday i'll have bio and thursday for EST..

over all: everything was freaking hard....not one is enough to make me happy.... the only subject that i can guarantee that i will not fail is english...[i hope..]

Chem, Add Maths, Physics, PI, BM, Sejarah, Maths...

OMG...i have no words to express the level of stress i've gone through to study them.....

Freaking hard well at least for sm1 like me....... and guess what... i read the reading for the experiment in paper 3 for physics wrongly...and i realised that like 5 minutes before exam was over..... my graph and all my statements were all wrong....WTH!!!

NWAY...NOW I FEEL NORMAL WELL BECAUSE CS will be performing again and i freaking miss my cs family....

HAHA...that's all..i'm just getting dumb every minute..

no longer

through out my whole life, i never knew anyone who could make my heart skips a beat faster and causing my body to heat up even if it is cold around me.

i never knew that i will get obsess with something that is not true.

when i met you, you are like the drug that i have been living for and all this while, the reason i go there is just to see you and let my heart skips a beat.

it's just different when now you are gone.

i have no reason or anything that can make my heart skips a beat or two or even making me feel warm even when the whole world is cold.

you used to be the reason i stay and be in that room but now, it seems everything is just like any other day when my whole world goes around like a carousel that keeps going around and around.

this all i have to say but i will always miss you but never had anything for you...

P.S. you are like a sun that cheers up my day after the storm left.

TRANSLATIONS of STAY by BIG BANG

Can you feel me now

Take a deep breath and let me explainAll the pain that's been wreckin my brain

Gettin so close to goin' insane

And see you standing there

And the feelin' never gonna be the same

seems like we missed the whole damn train

Blame is all we have for us

And I can let in get in the way

Even if the love is the clstly price to pay

Lookin' back life love was the game of cliche

Gotta move away sacrifice my heart and let you breath again baby girl

Everything is too late now,

The way she never spoke at times,

That our relationship was becoming solitary,

Now that I'm alone

Honestly...

Her being by my side was something I thought was natural,

The mail I sent; User unknown

In the empty closet,The promise ring we chose together for her birthday,

Lays in the corner

Before the door closes, baby please don't go away,

I regret not expressing my feelings, what you to say,

Although I come to regret now, I know it's late,

There is nobody who can take her place,

I want you to stay, want you to stay

The last words, yes,

They were 'Thanks' rather than 'Take care'It shows it's the end, getting over me

It's the proof that I could not give what she wanted,

The key of the mail box, End of the story

The night will come in the room I'm alone in,

I can't see the lady who would be smiling in pictures

There will be no chance that I can forget you,Baby please don't fade away,

You won't erase all day,

Want you to stay,

Because it makes me this sad, I know it's late

Her existence which I had to keep,

I want you to stay, want you to stay

credit to GOOGLE and tRUE BEAUTY WITHIN